Dad! I wish you were here.

This is one of the most challenging times in my life. My wife wants to divorce me. I do not know 100% why. She says we are traveling different paths and that I'm too complacent. There is more but I'm not sure what it is. Dad, I wish you were here because you have been through this and I know if you could not help you would be there for support. We still love each other but I guess she is not "in love" with me any more. I still am "in love" with her. I should not be because of how she hurt me but it is something I can't help. She did have an emotional affair which could have moved into something more but I am not 100% sure or I'm denying it.  Dad, I did get your message...it is something that gives me a little hope.